day of my dreams

It has arrived..the long waited and ever dreamt day..the day of our wedding..Nov 15 2019. We finally got married. The day when I relived every past second of my wait.. filled all those moments with joy and thanked my own self for being strong. It wouldn't have been possible without my parents and brother..my family really loves me they stood by me. And seeing him beside me for my life is like heavens welcome.. I am overwhelmed with joy. I thank God for giving what I asked for and being with me all through this..I could see love everywhere..my heart was crying out of joy as my dream turned real. I was thanking sai baba when he was tying knot. I love you baba..

Lost self

I wasn't lost..I was left behind by my own self..
I went nowhere but was mute deep down within..
Hear me out in your silence..
Meet me through your pain..
Tears aren't the path..calm your mind
And you will see me living..

Beaches

Slow down my mind..calm down a while..

Think of nothing..

Do not analyze..do not realize..

Let the wind touch u..let the waves sing their songs .

Feel the moment..live the life now..

Think of nothing..think of nothing..

Gust with the winds..dance with the waves..

Chuck of the sorrows..welcome the smiles..

Think of nothing..live the moment..

Waiting

Have you ever known what is it to wait??
I miss every second of my life hoping for the best day to come..
I am lost in the thoughts even in the middle of the joy..
Everything seems to be fine and alright but the emptiness never seems to fade..
Hoping and failing each day and rebuilding all the courage to keep calm and move ahead..
Nights bring nightmares and sleep is never restful..
Have you ever understood what is it to wait??
It means u know u have a lot to do..u know u could do many other things but even if ur dying today u wish u could reach it/him at ur last breath.
I wait because I think it is worth waiting for I give my blood and breath to it.
My time and dreams to it. I give all that it takes for it to accomplish for I believe you are worth waiting for..

తోడు

నువ్వు చీకటిలో వుంటే నిశబ్దం లా తోడు ఉంటా..
బాధలో నీ భరం తగ్గించి నీతో కరిగే కన్నీరు అవుతా..
ఎడారి దారుల్లో నీడనై వెంట ఉంటా..
నిట్టూర్పు క్షన్నా ళ్లో తలపునవుతా..

Missing you

I am missing you for
The petty talks and the long night hours
The silly fights and the sweet patch ups..

I miss you
When I pass the roads which we rode together..
When I come across the places we once visited..

I am missing you for
The small sees between the work hours..
The short walks near the work place..

I miss you
When I read all our messages..
When I remind your lovely words..

I missing you
To be the first  wish of your mornings..
And the last thought in the night..

I miss you
When I check my phone every minute for ur txt..
When I long for your voice at a ring of the mobile..

Come along

How much do u understand the silent wait in the nights.. how much do u understand the silent tears that roll while missing u..How much do u understand that emptiness in the smile..How much do u understand my silent whispers that never reach u..
Waiting for that one moment is like holding one's life out of dismay and hoping for a light..
Waiting for that one moment is like holding the breathe in the deep dead sea..
If you could hear my pain and see my desire..
Come along and take me away as your pride..

Life moves on

Though your struck by a thunder heartbreak
Or you are overwhelmed with the ocean of joy
The sun niether stays nor the moon fades away.
Your mourning can't stop the day from turning bright..
Your happiness can't make the darkest nights to escape..
Everyday has its own space to stay..
And every night has to elude..
No matter how much u hold on
Life moves on..

My art

My art ain't the likes and the dislikes..
Nor it's the silent and unacknowledged views..
My art is what touches one's heart..
And brings back an emotion..
The silent smile or the forbidden memory..
It's the feeling that relives for a moment in viewers sight..

Aspire

Don't be an unsung song behind the untold words out of fear..
Be a history of truimph with the courage to aspire .

Self worth

I feel new and lite
When I knew I am no less or above any..
I feel the wings arised from me
When I knew I'm different and special..
My worth is within myself but no one's judgment..
I know my true self when I create and learn something afresh..
I feel lite and whole.. when I know I am as unique as the Devine spirit..
I am flying like a bird at it's peace kissing the sky and playing with the wind..

Knowing a person

You hug a person when u know their pain and how beautifully they struggle with it and survive with a smile.. knowing a person truly is to know their imperfections and to understand how good they are in dealing with them.
To learn a person is to feel their joy and sin
To perceive their agony and thoughts
To Know a person is to be United as one soul in different skins.

Hard but sweet moments of love

when I am awake all night to see a message from you..
That treasured minutes of our long awaited call...
The distance between us which seems a curse
All would be sweet memories of my love for you ..

Way of life

Flow like the river..
Gust like the wind..
Dance like the rain
Spread through the sky..
Survive like the earth..

Knowing her

A smile of a girl isn't a root to her heart..
The care she shows isn't always love for a man..
Her dearness mean a normal  brotherhood..
The help she seeks isn't to infringe..
Gesture of hers are ingenous..
Know a woman with a true sense..
Do not prejudice cause she is a woman.

Escape

Give me a paper and pencil..not to capture the beauty through art but to escape from the fake world..
The crowd everywhere known and unknown smile at us and belittle behind..
The glitters of the gold and clothes show just the price but not the dignity of any..
Pleasing words and the cordial gestures as they greet us..
Veil the bitterness behind the crooked thoughts..
O let me breathe and live for a moment not by being part of them
But through my art and write..

Write

To write is to build my self and mould myself
To write is an urge I feel in the middle of nowhere
To wirte is the way I speak my heart out
To write is the song that I sing aloud.
To write is the way of my life.
To write is to live with my true self..

A new day

Everyday is a new day..
An opportunity to live life in a better way..

The worries that I carry in my mind fade away
As I explore them differently day by day.

Everyday is a new birth..
As I change the way I think..

Everyday is a new me..
As I find ways to love myself again..

Everyday is a new hope..
As I learn from the mistakes I make..

Everyday a valentine day..
As I see him smile at me with love..

Everyday is a new life..
As I live each moment with aware..

Who am i

Who am I the stupid lines I write..
The crazy drawings I drew..
 Who am I the funny smile I chuckle..
The silent tear that roll..
Who am I the silent whisper of a heartbeat..
The swank of my beauty..
Who am I the unfolding mystery of my poem..
The valiant love of my art...

Where were you lost

where were you lost in the dark hours of the night..

where were you lost in that one desire of your heart..

lovely eyes filled of joy turned darker in dismay..

pretty heart with love for all filled anger in debuity..

distant love is the only sight u see in the dark

and light of dearest love so close seems disdain..

where have you lost in midst of the muddle..

where have you lost in the deepest agony..

tears filled eyes can't see the vision u dreamt..

bewildered mind can't guide u to take the right choices..

calm down for a while..look within ur self..

ask ur lost soul who it always wanted to be..

and who you have become..

be guided by the truth even its hard to accept..

bring back the lost senses..and live the life with prepense..