I feel pressure is good.

I was enjoying my magnum ice cream after having my lunch( biryani) Sunday special u see and was thinking..why am I having it when I don't want to have it? Well I have been trying to diet from a long time since my marriage. Marriage has given me a freedom to eat anything I like. I now have no pressure to think how I look and how much I put on and also for the fact that I'm staying home..thanks to corona..I feel okay to indulge in my favorite food. But the guilt that peeks out when I see myself in my mirror cautions me enough. I shrugg it off and say just one more time whenever I wish to eat something very tasty..all the tasty ones are mostly fattening! So I was thinking I was better when I had some pressure on me atleast with the thought how people think of me when I go for work. Coz I used to workout and diet. Sometimes pressure is good too.. 

My birthday@2020

It's a memorable day.. pruthvi started his preparations for the day on 14th with help of the boys..it was a bit funny how he managed but it turned out really well.. we started preparing to bake the cake. He was the one who is baking when I was helping him by passing the necessary ingredients. And he is continuously interrupted with the calls from the boys.. I know they are planning something but he managed to be silent despite my hundreds of questions.i looked calm but was very excited. And while mixing the cake batter he suddenly asked me to leave everything and took me for a walk. I thought they are going to surprise me outside so I wore my jeans and sandals but there was nothing outside.He made me walk farther than I thought and my ankle started hurting. And we reached home an hour later..boom they decorated it so well. I loved it. I was so happy.boys left and we started making the cake.it was almond flour and we are trying it for the first time. Done we baked the cake it didn't look quite as expected but we are happy the way the outer crust came out.we had our dinner and were waiting for the clock to hit the zero hour. As the last minutes of the 11th hour started slipping by my mom called me. And she too baked a cake..I have cut the cake with my parents my Anna and his family online and pruthvi by my side along with the boys. I was so so happy.i got wishes from soumya, attaya and mavayya as well. And here comes the real surprise..he gifted me with an I Watch. And boys too gave me Versace shades. Wow what a birthday.never imagined anything more beautiful than this. Above all it's the first time that I was with him for all day of my birthday. I am so thankful for all this.i am proud that I am his wife and I love him dearly. Coz he showers love to me all the time.